Sleep

Audrey slept until 4:45 lasted night. I heard a baby fuss at 4 and panicked when I realized it was Ellie. I held my breath when I went in and checked on Audrey. She typically wakes up three or four times so I was scared she stopped breathing!  The girls both took a long nap at the same time this morning. It was nice to get some things done. Tate was super tired when he got home from daycare. He had a meltdown before bed and said he didn't like being a big kid and he wanted to be a baby and that he wanted the babies to go away. It is pretty heartbreaking. I try my absolute hardest to be enough for each one of my kids and always fall short for someone and it is usually Tate.